I am back! Alright, third post of the day! :D
Ring Ding Dong by Shinee:
おはようございます! (早安) ;
Back from school. Got my results.
学校最後の日;
Hi all! Updating time! :D
Hello! Received the 10th world wushu championships results from the chairman already!
Ghee went to school in the morning. It was just so boring! ): If only kiwi was there to entertain me... LOL! Hehe by the way, any manjurians know how to make a website related to IPW lesson for history?? T-T~~ I was sleeping in class just now...
ATTENTION PEOPLE!
CopyCat;
Yesterday someone hacked my blog account. I don't know which idiot is it! So i am going to create onsugar! :D I will post the link once it's done!
Went to PoiChing for training today. Quite tiring though. After class everyone went down. Left me, coach wu, weiren and XT. And as i walked down, saw a... box? With a candle in it. :D I knew it~ It's a surprise! Haha urm so yeah, super super happy some how. A big thank-you to Lychee, Kiwi and Ruiyan coach! :D And everyone there! I will upload the pictures once i receive it. Once again, THANK YOU!
SHOCKED ; DELIGHTED ; PLEASED ;
Bon Voyage to those flying to Canada for the 10th World Wushu Championships tomorrow!! 一路顺风 & 加油!Go Team Singapore! :D:D
!♬생일축하 합니다 ~ 생일축하 합니다 사랑하는 요예의 생일축하 합니다 !♬
Happy BirthDay to me! 我长大了一岁!
やあ! Now training starts at night! well, i've got to admit that it is extremely slack with 郑老师. *He's a joker. Always one. ♥*
The Mexican director called again. -.-!! Seems that he really wants my family to film our life story. Hehe well i do not mind! *The salary is more than 4 digits!!* Because it's going to be a movie. BUT... wz and school is the only problem... ):
Watched the Floating Landscape last night till 2am:
I helped him, he took it for granted. He thought nothing would happen if he said it out. He thought it'll be all over if he said it out. Yeah it over. It really is. But it's over just for him. For what he said, all the blame lies on me. I lost a friend. A childhood friend. And i didn't say a word. Yet he scolded me. He doesn't under how others feel. He thought he is extremely depressed. But he's not. Even if he is, i believe it's really not much. I seriously dare to say that I'm the MOST depressed person than all of u guys whom are looking at this post. I need a friend. A true friend. My Korean friend is too busy yet she cared for me.I don't want to let her feel bad. I just want to say out all my bad feelings. But i can't. I trust no one. Is not that i don't want to trust anyone. It's just too difficult to say out ALL my feelings. It regards my brothers, wushu, academics, mum, parents, coach's family, my type of life, and ore. Can you imagine? Livig in fear since 4 years old till now. And it's just gettig bad to worse. Wanting to kill myself since 6 years old. I can't tell anyone anything. Neither could i write all my feelings to my diary. I'm afraid that my brothers would open it up and look. And make me feel worse. And f my parents sees it, they would feel extremely worried, angry and just feel extremely helpless to see their daughter in sch situation. I want a new life. I want to leave this place, where ever am i. Go to some where where no one knows m. I want to be isolated rather than being criticized everyday, beaten everyday, quarrelling everyday, feeling worried everyday, or just have any scar on my heart every single day. No one on earth understands how i feel. No one will, and no one would believe. I just want to leave. Life is getting too meaningless for me. But leaving just like that is kinda stupid. It' too hard to put my smile on all the time like how i did last time, even though living in such life.
I am back! The outing was boring. How i wish Singapore was more interesting... ):
My dear grand mother called me. Oww~
Oh yeah~ i woke up early today! No longer a pig. =^^=
After 'studying marathon', it's 'training marathon'. I could say that this IS a torture. (><) Well but i believe i'm not the only one living in such a way. :p
Today's paper was quite okay... :D Hope i'll pass! =^-^=
I flung it. NO~~~ The setter was Mr.Han. Oww~ But never mind, like i said, i am already ready steady pom pee pee to fail! :x
I seriously have no idea what to study for mathematics paper 2 tomorrow. I have been stoning at my parents room, staring outside the window and folding stars for my Korean friend's birthday present. v.v~ Well, it's okay after all as i am already ready to fail it. :p Hope Mr.Kwok is the setter as his papers were the easiest! :D Wish my luck! *Good luck i mean*.
ATTENTION:
Science wasn't as difficult as i thought. -.-! 害了我读了一整天的书!
Tomorrow's science and literature. Science will be testing on biology, chemistry & physics. Literature will be testing on the whole book- Fta Boy Swim. DX!
Although you are my friend, you are actually one of the best role model in my heart! It's ok to fall, you must stand again! I believe yo will have every one's support! Don't give yourself too much pressure! All the best, hope you got a speedy recovery!辛抱しなさい!
Currently having a hard time trying to tag in my Korean friend's blog. .__.! It's all in Korean!
Yeo-Chan confiscated Ryan's hand phone. wtf? She's a witch! She is also not teaching, lesson also haven't start. She just walked towards Ryan and confiscate it. Ryan is not in the wrong! But, he did something really retarded. In front of yeo-chan, he stood up, walked to Jori's table and took a sweet from her and ate it. LOL! So crazy! Can you imagine. Ryan is like just sitting right in front of yeo-chan. ._.! So yeo-chan brought Ryan to the DM. And his phone got confiscated by the DM too. Not sure when he'll return it to Ryan. (><)! Thank goodness i managed to comfort him. By just talking crap. :D Wanted to look for the DM and confront him. But Ryan told me not to do so. ARGHH! He is such a coward! ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
YO! I'm back. It's bored in school today. Started taking several pictures for class video. Yeah. :D HuiQi took several pictures of me sleeping. DX! I'm so dead. By the way, good luck for all primary six pupils taking their PSLE tomorrow!!! すべてのベスト;あなたのベストを尽くす!:D
GOD!!! i flung my chinese oral like ^$~%^!@#!!?
I have no idea what occasion was it yesterday that there was 4 malay weddings around my house. (><)!
I am just soooo tired. And i don't know why. I slept at 8pm last night and woke up at 10pm to brush my teeth and continued sleeping till 11.30am this morning! I thought i would have sufficient sleep.
Took the "what your birthday says about you"test in friendster. 0-0!
It is not the man who has little, but he who desires more, that is poor.
; I flung my English paper 2 and oral.
As usual, i went to school. But I'm alone today as i gotta go to school earlier to finish up my biology and English homework. Managed to finish the biology homework but not the English. (><)!! Before recess i was asked to visit the dentist. :D:D *Finally!* can't wait. I was asked to go with a group of friends - jori, xinyi, xinni, lorraine, gladys, john, austin and arafat. ._.! And then the female dentist said that there was too many people so we have to go back to study. DX Sobs! It's history lesson and everyone's having a test. So i have no choice but to take the test. But it's so unfair as lorraine and gladys gets to skip history lesson and call the sec3 for dental checkup. After recess, they called me again. -.-! And in the end they said that there were too many people again. -.-! Wasting my time! But when it was my turn, it was art lesson! No~~~My favourite lesson man! But luckily it only took a while as they said that my teeth was healthy. What was bad was that i have to go back again for x-ray. -.-! Because 1 tooth is missing. Arghh! So during chinese lesson i went to visit the dentist again. -.-! And i x-rayed twice- twice also can't be seen clearly. So i got to go to the health promotion board asap and bring the x-ray results back. Alright after school walked to the busstop with kok-kee-kee, jasper, ryan and brenda. When 55 came, everyone pulled liankiat. :D When 21 came, i pulled ryan and he hugged me so tightly that i got to let him go. -.-! So in the end i went home with brenda and jasper. Haha. It's so funny. Jasper claimed that all the girls living in his block likes him. !!? Crap!