August 31, 2010
Actually, I was just acting positive. =.=! Feel like a retard.
I was spamming toot toot on facebook. then I started spamming many friends, and back to toot toot again. And we're really spamming like mad. :B
Thanks toot toot! Hehe~
I'm not feeling so miserable now ^^
He stole my heart @ 11:31 PM
I'M BACK!
See, mark my words okay(:
Here!
Life is too short to stress yourself with things that doesn't even deserve to be an issue in your life! (:
Oh well, for my case, (or maybe some of my other friend's case) ... I still have not thought of one.
He stole my heart @ 9:47 PM
Hello.
I want a life.
What a normal teenager has.
Maybe not.
Because I want to be unique.
In other ways I hope.
Cos many are bimbos now. ):
Idk how.
It's too stressful now.
But I do not want to change my life.
-.-
Idk wtf am I typing.
Hell.
Shit.
Damn.
Ignore -those- shit.
Ok, HI.
Lets all be positive okay!
Life is short. very. I mean, not very. But, who knows???
So, if you stress yourself out too much, you may die tmr. LOL!
Oh what logic is that. =.=
I shall try and think of something logical and post it later.
Ok, later, and I mean it(:
He stole my heart @ 9:41 PM
Hey hey, bored ttm! ):
Had Japanese cuisine to celebrate my 2nd brother's birthday. ^^
Here's a picture of Ryan, Jansen, Jasmine and I when we were back @ PRPS this afternoon. (:
He stole my heart @ 9:09 PM
Hello.
Celebrated Aces Day and Teachers' Day today in school.
After school, I went back to PasirRis Primary. (:
Waited for almost 2 hours, and we heard that Ms.mak was on leave cause she's pregnant. We're all super happy for her! Ok well, at least I get to meet my old friends again(:
He stole my heart @ 5:01 PM
August 30, 2010
I'm glad that smaller leaps do help. (:
Not a lot, but at least, it helped.
Another lesson learnt:
At times, you think that you can manage yourself. But actually, you're so tired, that you didn't even notice. That's why you suck so much, and you feel like - killing yourself.
): I learnt a lesson, but I wont change. HAHA. :x
Goodnight♥
He stole my heart @ 11:53 PM
Hello.
I'm going for training now.
Hope I wont cry. :x
Looking forward to tomorrow's school. See you(:
He stole my heart @ 6:17 PM
August 29, 2010
I tried-
Taking smaller leaps.
It was, just -slightly- better.
Well, better than nothing.
But I still cried.
He stole my heart @ 9:27 PM
Dying, but still persevering.
Because I hope, and I believe, I can do it.
I can still smile, cause I'm strong.
But I do cry, because deep inside, I'm weak.
He stole my heart @ 2:50 PM
):
Firstly, I understood how important she was.
She might think that she doesn't exist as an important role in my life. She always thinks it that way, no matter what. But she's wrong. Really wrong. When she messaged me this morning saying that she had fever and can't go for training, my mind went blank. Seriously. Without her, who can I face during training. Though I seldom talk to her during training, it doesn't mean I do not care about her. And when I cry during training, she was the only one who comes to comfort me. I hate comforts, as you all know. But she did try. I know maybe one or two more people might be worried too, and I appreciate their concern, really. Because I always thought, I am someone unimportant, to everyone. Ok, the end. Bleh.
Secondly, I understand; not to take a big leap that you've never tried.
Imagine if you're walking on a broken bridge. And you feel desperate to going to the other end. You will want to take a big leap. But if you do, I guarantee you'll die. We have to take smaller leaps, and slowly try to take a bigger one, so that if you fall, you can still hold onto tehe bridge and climb up; and continue again. Not just at one shot, take a big leap. That's my experience. I died. I'm able to understand my mistake here, but I just can't change. Because I'm that stubborn. I'm desperate. No one understands. ): That's the extreme sad thing. Some may think they do, but the fact is that, they really don't. Really.
Thirdly, I suck. Ok, bye.
He stole my heart @ 2:34 PM
August 28, 2010
I seem
very. very. very unimportant, to almost everyone I know.
He stole my heart @ 10:18 PM
I just screamed the hell out of that bloody bastard who claimed that I am his wife because he will be marrying me in the future when i do not even know him, he do not even know me, he does not speak English, he is from somewhere super far away! Pissed the hell out of me okay! I just kept ignoring him but after 2 months which is today, I could no longer stand it. WTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am already kind enough to not scold him, or remove him as a friend on facebook. ROAR! Some stupid idiots like him acting like a wushu master & adding me on facebook. wtf
He stole my heart @ 8:29 PM
He stole my heart @ 7:52 PM
Heya.
I'm bored ttm again! ):
Went for school training this afternoon. Haha, like finally. :B
The whole afternoon, I was doing my Chinese homework & watching ♥JongKey Moments. :B Most of it are cuts from Hello Baby. ^^~
Anw, I know it's kinda outdated but just wanna share this. :B Juliet acoustic version. (: I found it from the Jongkey moments too. (: Whee~
Key♥
He stole my heart @ 7:39 PM
August 27, 2010
Haiix he took SO long to reply again!
):
He stole my heart @ 9:39 PM
HEY!
BORED TTM! ):
Ryan Lim is @ my house now sleeping. =.=! When he's like suppose to help me do the class torch. =.=!
He stole my heart @ 8:02 PM
August 26, 2010
Owh, I feel like
a fool waiting for miracles to happen, after trying so hard. ._. Speechless
He stole my heart @ 9:12 PM
Omg seriously, bored ttm!
):
I need trainings. Arghh. But when it comes to it, it's hell.
He stole my heart @ 7:54 PM
Aiish...
Stress much. ):
OH MY GAWD! I am just SO tired! ):
Good night everybody! ):
He stole my heart @ 12:17 AM
August 24, 2010
Omfg it's 49% liquor!
My throat is burning and my head is spinning. I hope I can sleep well! (:
Anw, Get well soon Keisuke! ^^~
He stole my heart @ 11:32 PM
Hello~ I woke up early to visit the doctor. :P Stupid eye infection! But but but, I got 2 days MC! (:
He stole my heart @ 11:28 AM
GaWd~ Tired):
Woke up @ 5am and went to pekkio to meet. Was late! ): When we reached NTU, we left our things in this small room and went straight for rehearsal. All the way till 10.30am. Then we had break till 11.30am. :P And rehearsal till 2pm+ again. Only after that, we can rest. xP The small room was so cramped because wushu, Lion dance, Stilt walkers, and some other dancers got to share this room. ): In the end, there were only wushu and lion dance. I slept for about an hour in the room during our break. Then we got changed and started putting make up. Bla bla and bla. It was raining, so the stage was REALLY wet... Even when we walk, we can fall like anytime. So it was really really difficult for us to perform. ): But after all, we still performed. Then we went back to our room, changed, and went to Mac for dinner, when it's like already 10pm. Hehe~ We skipped another part of the performance (running around the audience with the flag), because it was raining. :P Anyways, we were glad that we do not have to. :P :P :P We were talking about the lion dancers, some of the weird guys. And then they appeared. o.o After Mac, we went to the foyer to wait for our bus. And they were there again. lol? They're vulgar but funny people; not baddies, as for what I see.
Oh and and and, the Japanese little boy playing the drums was really cute! (: The picture is currently in wenyeow coach's camera, so I could not upload it. Dx
I am tired, bye!(:
A random picture taken before sleeping. Haha~
He stole my heart @ 12:47 AM
August 22, 2010
When,
He said, cmi
Another he said, loser
She said, 没办法
And another another he said, 完蛋了...
;
How are you going to prove them wrong when you are already a very weak person, trying to be strong for a long time?
I am tired.
He stole my heart @ 9:12 PM
Now I understand...
Nothing is fair. After sacrificing SO much *no one could understand how...* , working SO hard, I amstill the same. Maybe, a little improvement. But still, a complete loser. This is life. Damn.
He stole my heart @ 2:18 PM
August 21, 2010
I feel like a complete fool.
I am speechless.
He stole my heart @ 10:46 PM
Hello. Training ended. I am tired. ):
My fingers are hurting from folding the Origami. But it's ok. :B
He stole my heart @ 8:48 PM
Yo, tuition just ended. (: I solved so many questions by myself today! *But still, mostly wrong...* ): Haha~
I'm waiting for lunch now(: Training this afternoon! ):
He stole my heart @ 12:26 PM
August 20, 2010
Hey(:
It rained really really heavily this morning. And I was drenched badly. ): My shoes didn't try even till afternoon. I have a feeling that my feet will rot later. lol~
During English lesson, I kena suan by siewwoon. Damn! It's about the love at first sight thing. Miss Chong~ You shouldn't have mentioned about it! Huhu~
He stole my heart @ 5:21 PM
August 19, 2010
Hey(:
Back from training. ^^~
School was as usual- boring! ): And so, as usual again- I doodled! (: It was for him. :P
LOL!? Hehe... :x
By the way...
I failed mathematics again! ): Super sad, it was MOSTLY careless mistakes because of the significant figures & decimal placings! T^T... Nvm, only 2 marks! Ganbatte for EOY guarantee will pass! (: (: (: 加油！:D
I am tired, but still waiting for his reply~~~
He stole my heart @ 11:29 PM
August 18, 2010
Hello. (: I'm XMM! (:
Happy me~
School was as usual- so boring! ): During pe lesson, I watched Hello Baby again together with Gladys, Lorraine, YunMei and XinYi. (: We sat in the centre of the whole indoor sports hall. xD Haha~ Thick skinned! :P
Today's afternoon training was quite tiring. ): Sad sad me. I'm waiting anxiously for his mail. (: Bye~
He stole my heart @ 9:11 PM
August 17, 2010
Hello~ I am studying. Really! ... Don't suspect me ok.
So people, don't don't try to sabo me....... Another reason why I skipped training was because, I'm so tired that I am going to die. :P
I want wushu in YOG! T^T
He stole my heart @ 4:47 PM
I am feeling much better. For once, someone did tried encouraging me. That's what I want- not comfort. ^^;; Thank-you very much.
He stole my heart @ 12:08 AM
August 16, 2010
How does it feel like, having a listening ear?
How does it feel like, having a shoulder to lie on?
How does it feel like, having a true friend?
I have never had those feelings- ever- in my life. How pathetic.
Doodle doodle doodle. It will make me feel better.
I got to be strong. Oh but I can't. How should I do? I'm emo~
I'm sick of forcing on a smile... It feels terrible when no one on Earth bothers to look into one's inner beauty; one's actual personality, but to just judge a book by it's cover.
He stole my heart @ 9:44 PM
T^T
Old stress is back. really really bad. Very very bad. It's like it's the end of the world. No one could help. I feel Pathetic. Lousy. Hopeless.
He stole my heart @ 9:05 PM
August 15, 2010
Hey(: As usual, it was training in the morning...
Went early for rehearsal. After filming our performance, we got our costumes. I was just- speechless. HAHA!
He stole my heart @ 8:21 PM
August 14, 2010
Hey(:
IT IS THE YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES OPENING CEREMONY TODAY!
I suck. Yay.
I am a happy person~ HEHE!~
Broke record; I mailed the same person♥ 14 times in less than 3 hours. Oh yea(:
Ok I'm going to study now. I'm hyper. Someone gotta save me. :P
He stole my heart @ 9:52 PM
August 13, 2010
Hello(:
Aww he replied me THRICE today! Omg♥
Haha alright... humanities papers- flung it. ): Haha. One question asked what does MIC stands for, and i answered "Malaya's Indian's Chinese". God. I'll fail it badly.
Skipped vlp lesson today as my form teacher was looking for some of us. Okay~ we just discussed about the issue, nothing much. I stayed back longer as I was one of her closest friend in school. So people please stop asking :P thankyou(:
B2ST's here!♥ Hyunseung~
He stole my heart @ 9:11 PM
August 12, 2010
Hello.
Mathematics paper wad tough. And, I flung my Chinese oral. Great.
I'm doomed.
He stole my heart @ 9:13 PM
August 11, 2010
Aww he said "See you tomorrow!!!"
But I waited for the whole of today and he haven't e-mail me. Eeyer cheat my feelings!
Nvm, my Korean friend is back to chat with me. Haha lol (:
He stole my heart @ 11:17 PM
Hello. I am a happy person. (:
I feel so happy to FINALLY get to be friends with kishi♥
Haha. I love me (:
Shh.
Okay~ Common Test starts tomorrow! D: But who cares, I'm a happy person. HAHA. :x
I'm like so in my own world. :P
Yay, thanks Lorraine for that sweet! (: People, you saw it? The one I'm holding between my fingers. :D It's a heart-shaped one♥
He stole my heart @ 4:36 PM
August 10, 2010
I'M HIGH!
I can't believe it man. Oh~ I'm in cloud nine~ Maybe higher. Haha. lol. wts. I'm crazy. :P
Chillax....
Ok hi. I hate today's training. Torture in stadium. I have not fully recovered yet. ):
He stole my heart @ 9:17 PM
ROFL! Gag(:
He stole my heart @ 1:22 PM
Hey(:
There's training later on. D: Though I've not fully recovered, I shall just try training. :P I won't die, will I? O.o
He stole my heart @ 12:08 PM
August 9, 2010
stfu please.
No matter what, we're still a family.
Sometimes I just wonder whether does the phrase "Happy Family" really exist.
You idiots listen to outsiders. I don't care who's wrong & who's right. I just want a "Happy Family". Cb
He stole my heart @ 9:56 PM
HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! ♥
He stole my heart @ 3:03 PM
August 7, 2010
SHOO FEVER!
I feel so awful. ): I feel like I'm going to die later. lol.
Medicine doesn't cure; It worsen your sickness! Dx My fever is getting higher and higher after taking medicine. Bleh.
He stole my heart @ 11:10 PM
August 6, 2010
Oh no~ The fever is making me feel like dying
He stole my heart @ 6:31 PM
August 5, 2010
Hello
I'm so tired. Tmr got inter-class soccer. ): The guys chose me without telling me. Now I gotta play for them. T^T~ Idk how to play soccer... Boohoo
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.
Bye.
He stole my heart @ 11:52 PM
August 4, 2010
1. I am so tired.
2. That I'm going to die.
3. But I got to study.
4. For 3 stupid tests tomorrow!
5. kns
You NEVER ever tried to understand me. Did you? I don't like it. You compare me with others. Did I ever compare you with others? If I did, I bet you'll feel worse than shit.
He stole my heart @ 9:14 PM
August 3, 2010
Hello.
School as usual.
I didn't go for wz training today; instead, I stayed back to help out for the class flag. And in the end I only helped a bit. Wasted my training time. ): Shit. Feel so guilty.
I need to buy more story books cos I finished all my books. [I don't like to borrow]
He stole my heart @ 7:25 PM
August 2, 2010
To me, more than 90% of life is full of complicated bullshit.
Can't everything just rest and let life be peaceful. Or else why would there be the word "peace"?
Arghh seriously... Nothing.
Hello, I said I swear I hate drama. And i seriously do. Happened to find out that Zoe's drama teacher is the same as mine. Cool, isn't it? That same teacher teaching Beatty & Manjusri. :P
I suck, today. yesterday? Tomorrow too. And the day after tomorrow. wtv? I'm a random kid. =.=!
He stole my heart @ 9:08 PM
August 1, 2010
HEY! I'm bored! xD
I wanna read my book but on second thoughts, I think I should study. :D
Yay I'm a hardworking student. Praise me. (:
D: I'm random. :P
He stole my heart @ 7:47 PM
HELLO.
I'm freed today. Thank god. ♥
After finding Emily's competitor on facebook, I found that Indonesian guy- Eric. And now I found my competitor and the cute guy too. :D Great.
He stole my heart @ 3:47 PM
