For every time I hear it, I only feel more and more hopeless.
He stole my heart @ 9:09 PM
"Hopeless"
To get the exact meaning of it, we can always refer to dictionary.com because it's the fastest way. (:
Hopeless: impossibletoaccomplish,solve,resolve.
Ok I got the exact meaning now. Lets form a sentence.
No matter how hard one tries, she/ he might still end up being hopeless.
I'm hopeless. But I am still trying, until it's really
the end for me.
He stole my heart @ 7:59 PM
October 29, 2010
what, the, hell, is this...? -.-
He stole my heart @ 9:30 PM
October 28, 2010
Streaming results aren't out yet. .__. I didn't know that.
It will only be out on the 9th of November. Haha, lyl's birthday!
I didn't know that I did quite well for science. And my teacher encouraged me to change change my subject combination and aim for a higher level- appeal for pure science. And I am going to do that. (:
He stole my heart @ 9:10 PM
Omg going to get back my report book tomorrow.
Supposedly, I am going to the first class next year. But I did not choose pure sciences. xD I shall let fate decide it for me! (:
He stole my heart @ 7:50 AM
October 27, 2010
Hey. Last day of school today. After recess we helped out in the kitchen. It was really tiring. ): After school I went to Jori's house to finish up a class video for 2H.
Unfortunately, some didn't appreciate it. Oh well, they can always create one by themself if they think it's so easy. Further more they're so way much more free than me. Ungrateful people- I really don't know what to say about them. Hopeless. Maybe this word best describes them. That's my opinion. Go on and think that i'm a slut ok. I don't give a damn.
I guess it's worth skipping training for a day for this if there's a least some classmate who appreciate this. (: I love you guys. 2H FTW♥
He stole my heart @ 9:55 PM
October 26, 2010
Omg TIRED!
He stole my heart @ 10:58 PM
School today was Inline skating, followed by tchoukball. Firstly, I didn't know that I could actually skate. And secondly, I didn't know there was such a sport called tchoukball. But anyway, both were fun. (:
After school, had lunch and went to Jori's house to bathe because the guards and helmet of the Inline skating stinks like, omg. And the whole day was sports. (: After bathing, slacked awhile by watching a show, and left for training.
Training was horrible ok. Gosh.
He stole my heart @ 9:42 PM
October 25, 2010
Omg I'm super tired again ):
He stole my heart @ 8:37 PM
Lethargic.
He stole my heart @ 2:22 PM
October 24, 2010
Lalala. bye
He stole my heart @ 10:40 PM
Another story again;
You always compare when ever you find something to compare. Even just a little piece of shit.
But you know what? There's so much I can compare you to others about.
I can say it right into your face because that is what you do everyday, without knowing that it hurts so fucking much.
Wanna try it?
He stole my heart @ 10:38 PM
Lets talk about another story;
You're indirectly saying that i don't give a damn about you. But what do you know?
Just reflect properly and see who's the selfish one.
He stole my heart @ 10:36 PM
stfu
He stole my heart @ 10:04 PM
I know it's already hopeless.
Ok what ever.
i am still trying;
my best.
So shut up, mofo.
I'll show you- in your face.
He stole my heart @ 9:24 PM
Why do people not run out of tears?
He stole my heart @ 8:16 PM
He stole my heart @ 5:44 PM
):
Really very tired.
He stole my heart @ 5:41 PM
I wanna watch The Child's Eye so badly ): 3D 3D 3D!
Oh what ever lalala I gotta go. Bye ):
He stole my heart @ 2:12 PM
October 23, 2010
Hello.
I was down. And then back to normal. haha
He stole my heart @ 8:28 PM
God morning.
Bye bye
He stole my heart @ 10:45 AM
Hello!
Down again :| Ok but never mind. I shall shut up. Cos it's really disgusting to post emo things. (: Gosh turning 14 really makes me feel more mature. Hehe (:
Alright, Huixin finally messaged me. Finally. Ok, finally. She said that she's extremely bored in China now. xD Worse than when we're in Beijing. Haha! In Beijing, it's really boring because just 1 day, seems like forever. :P But it's a good thing that she's not in Singapore as the haze here is really bad! Damn I really can't stand it. .__. How I wish I could control it with some super powers and make it all gone. Haha. ok I'm retarded. Ignore what I just said. -_-... Training this afternoon was tiring at first. But at the end of the lesson we played skipping rope. It's better than combined training. ^^;;
Just finished watching Playful kiss. (: last episode today. ): It was fabulous. Hehe. :D
Recommended! ♥
He stole my heart @ 12:02 AM
October 21, 2010
Gosh I am SUPER touched by all the birthday blessings! (: More than 300! ♥
Thank you everyone! Really! I'm saying this from the bottom of my heart! ♥♥♥
Alright, this morning school as usual. Got my shoes and socks soaked extremely badly. Studied bare-footed for the first 2 lessons, and during physical lesson, I played bare footed and everyone else did so too. (: After that, we washed our feet on the basin. Had a super hard time alright! And when we turned back, we noticed that there's a water hose to wash our feet. -.-!!!
After all, school was as usual. During Literature lesson, Mdm.Cheah let 2H sing B'day song for me. Was really embarrassed but happy. (:
After school, went home to bathe and replied everyone who posted on my wall on facebook. But in the end there were too many and facebook banned me from replying. As in, no more posting on people's wall or commenting. ARGHH! ): *Sadness* And after that, met Ryan Lim at mrt station and went for dinner at NewyorkNewyork with him, Shaun, raymond, Edwin, Roger and Weijia. (: Crapped a lot again. Oh and anw, THANKS to Raymond and Ryan for their present! And Weijia for the treat! (: ♥
I was kinda sad today though. Again it was because . said something but she didn't know it hurts SO much. Damn. But never mind. Just checked my e-mail and keisuke said that he sent me my Birthday present only today. IT'S OK!! ♥♥♥ Gosh why on Earth! Would I mind!!? When I'm actually receiving a present from him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!? Really looking forward to it even if it's just a empty box. LOL! :D
He stole my heart @ 11:21 PM
October 20, 2010
Lalala toot. I need to sleep early today.
He stole my heart @ 9:19 PM
Oh damn it.
My heart is hollow.
Holy shit
He stole my heart @ 9:17 PM
It's my birthday tomorrow. Nothing to look forward to.
Just hope it's not screwed up like fark again.
He stole my heart @ 9:17 PM
I feel like.
What the hell.
I don't know.
This sucks.
He stole my heart @ 9:15 PM
October 19, 2010
I want I want I want I want I want I want a normal teenage life. I don't want to be special anymore. It sucks.
Sometimes I just wonder, whether these years of sacrifice would be worth, or not.
Fark.
He stole my heart @ 8:30 PM
I passed every subject with flying colours except English. Die. Die. Die.
But I only failed paper 2. I hope I passed paper 1, or else no matter what, I will be transferred to NA. Holy damn shit. )':
He stole my heart @ 8:10 PM
October 18, 2010
Hello.
Bye.
He stole my heart @ 9:10 PM
Sian
He stole my heart @ 1:40 PM
2 hours, wrote only 2 sentence.
I can't write any shit.
He stole my heart @ 1:29 AM
October 17, 2010
ARGHH I don't know how to start!
kns!
He stole my heart @ 11:19 PM
Ok I'm gonna write it ALL out.
With no regrets.
He stole my heart @ 11:16 PM
Go on. I can do it.
Just write it all out, mofo.
He stole my heart @ 11:16 PM
Peace
He stole my heart @ 11:08 PM
I'M FINE! :D
He stole my heart @ 11:03 PM
Omo.
This sucks.
Cross my heart.
He stole my heart @ 11:03 PM
Darn it
He stole my heart @ 11:00 PM
wtf, roar
He stole my heart @ 10:56 PM
Dying.
Die.
Dead.
He stole my heart @ 10:55 PM
Lalala.
Pick up my pen, try to write everything-
First letter written, pen dropped.
He stole my heart @ 10:54 PM
Save me.
I'm so Sad. Stressed. Pissed. Hurt. Lonely that I am going to die later.
He stole my heart @ 10:53 PM
Damn it.
The smile was vague.
He stole my heart @ 10:47 PM
Hello.
Hello. Hello. Hello.
Huixin is entertaining me! Yeah. I needed some entertainment!
LOVE YOU BABY! ♥
He stole my heart @ 9:15 PM
Control control control.
Smile smile smile. (:
Gotta be strong!
He stole my heart @ 2:38 PM
October 16, 2010
Tired tired tired.
thanks for that phrase.
I'm still hurt. I just just erase it from my mind.
Wash it, scrub it, bleach it - all no way.
Guess what, you said that was motivation? Bullshit.
I am so not motivated.
Cause in the first place, that's not motivation. It's accusing, followed by cursing.
He stole my heart @ 9:57 PM
I think I should stop. You're stressing me out like fuck.
Yeah I'm a slut, go on and think what ever you want, readers.
Bye
He stole my heart @ 7:42 PM
You made me so hurt with just that sentence.
Maybe not sentence, just a phrase. Cos it's less than 7 words.
I can't scold you. I mean I could, but I respected you.
I gave you face; even when there's no one around us.
See, just that one phrase made me hate you so much, for now, that I can't stop posting.
He stole my heart @ 7:41 PM
Can't you just cherish me?
You never never never never understood. Since when did you?
Would you be happy if I compare you with other .s?
You've got nothing much to compare about with me, and others. BUT,
I got LOTS and LOTS of things to compare you with other .s.
Want me to tell you?
You'll cry till you faint.
He stole my heart @ 7:39 PM
Mofo. Mofo. Mofo. You're fucking selfish that you made me so speechless.
Think about others feel, could you? Wait, not others..
Think about how I feel, could you?
I can't believe that you didn't even give a damn to look at me properly.
He stole my heart @ 7:37 PM
I hate you. Really. I can't believe I said that. But,
I really hate you.
Perhaps it's just for now.
But I'll remember what you said for my life.
He stole my heart @ 7:36 PM
You talk like how you fart.
No,
You talk like how you breathe.
He stole my heart @ 7:36 PM
Fuck you. You didn't piss me off.
But you hurt me so badly. Ccb.
He stole my heart @ 7:35 PM
mofo. Don't know, don't talk.
You've never understood me. Still call yourself a good .
He stole my heart @ 7:34 PM
no body cares.
He stole my heart @ 7:34 PM
Good morning!
Tired ttm but I can't sleep. .__. Stupid nightmare.
I can't believe that I even dreamt that they were saying how hopeless and useless am I in my dreams. wtf
He stole my heart @ 10:53 AM
October 15, 2010
On the way for training, I was super afraid that it'll be torture again. Super afraid. I said, super.
Really, Super. I don't know how many times am I going to say this but,
super duper afraid.
Warm up was as usual. Then the world said that we're going to stadium. Gosh this was what I worried the most. Damn. Everyone waited outside the gym instead and in the end we went to the gym. Awesome. A little tiring but was fun. You know-- the world always have creative ideas to let us train. (:
Came home, bathed and trimmed my fringe. Omo I swear the lady don't know how to trim a fringe properly. I look SO weird now!
He stole my heart @ 9:01 PM
ティア
Namida no nagare o teishi shimasu。
):
He stole my heart @ 1:36 AM
Dead
He stole my heart @ 1:22 AM
Life will never be fair.
He stole my heart @ 1:21 AM
October 14, 2010
Wth? Damn this Screwed up life. How I wish I was going to die soon so that I would be able to live like, there's really no tomorrow. Be carefree.
Guys, remember what ever you say to a girl, that might hurt her even just 1%,
she will remember it for life.
That's how scary a girl is.
Mind what you say to your friends.
He stole my heart @ 12:13 AM
I need someone to talk to.
I need a listening ear. But there's no one to trust.
There too many troubles that I don't know where to start from.
My piggy is tired of listening to me. So is my pig rabbit. ._.
He stole my heart @ 12:10 AM
Oh that made me cry.
He stole my heart @ 12:10 AM
Everyone sucks
He stole my heart @ 12:07 AM
October 13, 2010
Seems like ever smile was forced by my me
He stole my heart @ 10:55 PM
It's not that I'm too sensitive.
But anyway, it's a good thing, right?
To me,
There's a little unimportance behind how one ignores you;
There's some truth behind a 'just joking' ;
There's a lot uselessness behind how someone says you're a noob;
There's infinite pain when I get insulted or criticized, even if it's just a joke.
And I got to thank all the moronic idiots for causing it. Initially, every single one I know.
I've yet to met someone who really thinks before they speak.
Gonna write on my diary instead. I've got loads of things to write about. It's never safe no matter where I pour out my feelings. Damn. Should get some special lock diary.
He stole my heart @ 10:14 PM
I FLUNG MATHEMATICS TODAY!
Ok I flung it because of the easiest question. Everyone said that I was stupid. Which was SO true. But I was smart enough to save time and skip it. (: I'm just stupid because I stared at the question till it was time. ROFL. Ok so instead of 99% sure that I'm not getting to a A-Math class next year, I'm now 100% sure that I will not get into any A-Math class. And! Continue failing Mathematics. Hoho. God Bless me.
He stole my heart @ 11:30 AM
October 12, 2010
Hey hey.
Home Econs & Art today. Didn't finish both on time ): ): ): ): ):
Alright it's mathematics tomorrow. Great. Study or don't study, also fail.
He stole my heart @ 2:39 PM
October 11, 2010
If I said I drew this, would you guys believe me? HAHA :D
He stole my heart @ 8:38 PM
Hello I think I shall revise my work by blogging. (:
Ok nvm I tried posting a whole written notes but it was in broken English. SO I deleted it. Haha!
Alright, today's paper was screwed up too. Darn it. Every single paper seems to be done badly. Huhu~
I'm going to chiong art tonight! Burn midnight oil again! ):
He stole my heart @ 8:21 PM
October 10, 2010
Hello I'm trying to study
Bye
He stole my heart @ 6:32 PM
October 9, 2010
Hey.
Finally back to training again (:
Nothing much, studying now!
BYE
He stole my heart @ 10:33 PM
He's cold.
He stole my heart @ 12:26 AM
October 8, 2010
Forgotten to post this yesterday .__.
Kevin is now a man!♥
He stole my heart @ 1:40 PM
HELLO!
I am 100% sure that I will FAIL my MathsVERY BADLY. And maybe just border line pass for Geography.
God bless~
He stole my heart @ 1:29 PM
October 6, 2010
Hello. Studied a little again. Still quite awake. .__.
But I was EXTREMELY tired while studying ):
He stole my heart @ 11:40 PM
Hi hi!
I am studying again. But not much again. LOL.
Cause it's as usual- come home, walk around, stare into space, bathe, drink tea, study at most 2 pages, and sleep for an hour, dinner, and study a little, then use comp. Hehe(:
LISTEN TO TAYLOR SWIFT'S NEW SONG!
Her voice changed. I guess it was edited. O.O
He stole my heart @ 9:32 PM
Me= Idiot
Idiotic Idiot. I should have studied, instead of waiting.
Again. I was a fool. Shit
He stole my heart @ 12:27 AM
October 5, 2010
Hello. Chinese paper was easy but I had no time to finish both paper. -__-! BYE
He stole my heart @ 4:38 PM
October 4, 2010
SHINee(샤이니)_Hello_뮤직비디오(Music Video) ♥♥♥
He stole my heart @ 10:09 PM
Hello. Going to study now.
bye!
He stole my heart @ 4:11 PM
Hello. Going to study now.
bye!
He stole my heart @ 4:11 PM
October 3, 2010
Hello.
Morning training was. Haha. Just training.
Feel like quitting. Damn.
Alright, after training went for lunch at idk which country club with xt, tobias and his mum. (: I was like WOW! Everything was free; because auntie was a member♥
Went to her house to slack awhile and went home to fetch my mum while I hurry bathed and we went out. After that Tobias rushed for tuition while we had tea. And fetched him after tuition, came to our house again while auntie & my mum went out for a while. (:
I didn't study for 3 days. God save me.
He stole my heart @ 9:00 PM
Hello! Going for training now.
Goodbye!
He stole my heart @ 8:33 AM
October 2, 2010
Hey(:
Training was TIRING alright. Haha but that's because I didn't train for 5 days. Dx
Bye!
He stole my heart @ 8:47 PM
Hey.
Kinda low today. I want to study. I don't want to go for training. Dx
Bye!
He stole my heart @ 12:57 PM
October 1, 2010
To me,
Ignoring someone, is just indirectly telling that person
how unimportant he or she is, in their life.
Ouch, right?
He stole my heart @ 11:41 PM
SHINee's COMEBACK! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Cute right!? It's TOTALLY different from Lucifer and RingDIngDOng. About the same as Replay. (: Back to pretty boys! ♥